“She’s a drama queen, if you know what I mean
She’ll get under your skin and make you scream
Oww, drama queen
I need a vaccine ’cause you so mean”
-lyrics from Family Force 5 ‘Drama Queen’, this is what I always sing in my head whenever I hear the term ‘drama queen’
Anywho, on to today’s update:
I’m going to die.
I’ve realized that its not the lack of food that will do me in, but the lack of sugar or caffeine. The headache and just overall grossness feeling is just killing me. The silver lining is…it’ll get better?
I know it’ll get better. But I also know that its going to take some time for my body to get used to not having that as part of its daily intake, but I tell you what…I was not expecting this. I feel absolutely terrible, like I want to just curl up on the ground and drown myself in soda. And I don’t even have a longing for soda, I just know that’s what will make me feel better!
I’m aware that I’m being over dramatic.
But that doesn’t make me feel any better. Also, today I’m eating at home with my parents, and I’m about to go for reals 1st world problems, but I’d give my left arm to know what we’re having for dinner. I’m definitely realizing that being able to plan out my meal yesterday (catch up on yesterday’s Food Shock here) was really helpful, because it gave me something to look forward to.
So that’s it. I’m a hardcore drama queen today, and there’s nothing I can do except try and stay away from people and praise my wonderful boyfriend for supporting me all day via gchat, because he’s gotten to hear about my imminent death multiple times today.